a.b.o.r.t.i.o.n.

Honestly...

I don't know if I an quite look at abortion the same way now. Which, I suppose, is a good thing.

I came across the MV for Dir En Grey's Mazohyst of Decadence. It's a 9 minute long MV that I'm glad I didn't watch before bed. It's really intense. Really gruesome.

But, because they were doing it to get a point across, I can understand. The video is below, but I wouldn't suggest watching it if you're already depressed or about to go to bed.



For not clouding reality and telling the honest truth, I have to respect Dir En Grey a bit more. Songs like The Agitated Screams of Maggots and Tsumi to Batsu will keep me from ever liking them too much though. What kind of things float around in Kyo's head, I would rather not know.

But this video... I know why they did it. And because of that, they do deserve a little bit of respect. I just hope they don't do what those songs talk about, if you know what I mean. If they did, that would warrant extreme hate, imprisonment, and punishment.

I need to pull myself out of this state with something cheerful now. (*_*)

~ZB24~

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Listening to: alice nine. - -Dice-

Surplus Cognitive Thought

So when I'm online, know it's something productive!

~ZB24~

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Listening to: alice nine - イレイザー (Eraser)

The Phantom of Guilt

This is a song by X-Japan called The Phantom of Guilt. It's a pretty good song, I think Dad would like it.



~ZB24~

I'm here waiting for you!

I watch some of the NANA anime yesterday. I think it's better than the movie, but only because the story flow and lines are better. Of course, the line part could be due to poor translation. While watching, I heard the ending theme for the anime. It's called A Little Bit of Pain by Olivia. It's actually pretty good. Here's a clip of the Anime with the music. Really pretty.



With animes, it's easier to pretend you're the characters. Like, as I'm watching, I'll pretend the guitarist is Wonbin or Tora or Hiroto and I'll be Nana (black hair). It's so fun! It's harder with real actors for some reason. (^_^)

In the NANA movie, they should have playing A Little Bit of Pain instead of the other song they played. This one seems to really fit because you can hear the "I'm here waiting for you" part and it really fits with the storyline.

I put this song in my romantic "fighting for love" playlist. Me + Shou this edition. I guess I'm taking a break from Wonbin. LOL~ I still love that boy though. *sigh*

Here's the really romantic scene from episode 18 where Ren and Nana meet again.



Anime kisses are awkward! LOL~

~ZB24~

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Listening to: The GazettE - Cassis

Lick it real good~

Saga the bass licker:



I would have marked this as a favorite except Mom would find it. LOL~

That's so... hot. *dies*

Here's a couple more:



^That one's a favorite!^



^If you listen, it seems like Shou got a little excited himself! XD The lick itself just seems a little odd. Like he started too high.^

Anyways, had to share! (^_^)

~ZB24~

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Listening to: Olivia - A Little Pain

The Crying Tiger

I wanted to "play" guitar again tonight, but thought I wouldn't risk it. Would have been a bit inconvenient tonight.

I found the clip of Tora crying~~~ This man keeps trying to snatch my heart!



Everyone says he was crying because his parents didn't support him when first joined bands. But, they showed up at this live and he got all emotional because his parents finally accepted him. This is what I've heard. So sweet~ DON'T CRY~~~ TORA! (T_T)

~ZB24~

NANA & ~BondS~

I was watching NANA this weekend. It's actually a pretty good movie. A few romantic scenes. A few rock scenes. A few emotional scenes. All good! LOL~ The ending is a little awkward, but that's okay.

Here is NANA:



An Cafe made a movie call Kizuna ~BondS~ which was sort of a parody of NANA. Since I'd just seen the original NANA, An Cafe's parody was pretty much hilarious.

Here is ~BondS~:



~ZB24~

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Listening to: SuG - Alterna.

New Blog

So, I just started this blog. I had another one, but since I decided to get a new email address today I got a new blog too. It would be a pain to switch back and forth between accounts.

The old blog is here if you want to read: http://zohui-24.blogspot.com

We're just gonna pick up where we left off and act like nothing happened okay? Luckily this is a personal blog so I don't have to deal with migration notices or anything. *phew*

~ZB24~

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Listening to: Gackt - Mind Forest