I am the moon. I dimly light the road, and the only thing I can do is point it out to you. But when you all take that one step forward, I will gently, quietly watch over you. - Gackt
Anyone who knows me really well can tell you that I'm allergic to silver jewelry. It makes my fingers itch like mad if I wear silver rings on them for more than an hour. (T_T)
Therefore, I only wear gemstone rings because they don't make me itch. {Gold doesn't really bother me, but I don't like to wear gold everyday. It makes me feel uncomfortable.}
I recently bought two new rings; one in Onyx and one Moonstone. {The Moonstone I have is synthetic.}
From left to right: Moonstone, Onyx, and Hematite.
The Hematite one I have had for three years. I got it in a Colorado souvenir store while on vacation. LOL~
For those of you who want to see what a real Gackt CD looks like, now is your chance. I've taken pictures of my copy and uploaded them onto Flickr. You can view the pictures here: click. Sorry that there aren't more pictures, I'm not very good with my camera. (v_v)
There are English lyrics for some of the songs, which I got pictures of. I tried to get them as clear as possible so you can read them.
Psyche! I just updated my bulletin board with Hiroto pictures. ROTFLOL. XD
The sticky notes say:
"Are you ready to change yourself? Are you flying like you want to? TSUBASA - A9" "If it's a dream that you chased, don't be afraid of getting hurt. -GACKT" "Even though I don't know exactly where this is going to take me, something somewhere in my heart is whispering that I'm doing the right things. -HIROTO
Then, there's a little striped sticky note with my name in Katakana on it (ゾエ). I also taped some stuff from a stationary set I had onto the board for decoration.
I also have something on the back of my door:
The note here says:
"Don't be afraid, do your best, and start to experience. ~HIROTO~"
All of this is so that I can get motivation before I leave my bedroom in the morning. I'm really pleased with the arrangement.
I also have pictures of Gackt, Wonbin, and Hiroto's guitars taped to the side of my bookshelf. I'm turning into a major fangirl. XD I would have taken pictures of these, except I got tired! (u_u)
I downloaded another NANA related Olivia song today. This one is called Wish.
I have to admit, as cool as it is, it's a little odd watching a white girl sing in Japanese. I mean, it's a good thing! Because when you're listening, you think it's a Japanese singer. I guess it's because her pronunciation is really good?
Sug released a new album on the 14th entitled n0iZ stAr. I was looking for downloads all day under "noiz star" but it's "n0iz star" with a zero instead of an O. *shakes head* This is the kind of stuff that VK bands will do. I guess I should get used to it. LOL~
Anyway, here is the pv for Vi-Vi-Vi. I haven't been able to listen to the whole album YET (thanks Mom! *sarcasm*), but I think this is one of the better tracks. It has a really great feel like Love Scream Party, but with a different sound.
Well, I just got into an argument with Mom. How much WORSE could this week possibly get?!
Let me show you the video first:
Firstly, nearly all of my hopes and dreams are set in Asia. I typically avoid videos like this because I don't want to hear about how "impossible" it will be for me to succeed there. Mom doesn't know this though and sent it to me. I was stand-offish when I saw the title of the video, so I took whatever the girl said to be negative. Generally, I wasn't thinking clearly and misheard everything. So I started asking Mom to clarify what the girl said and she asked me why I was freaking out (I was freaking out). I started telling her about how I don't like to hear this stuff, blah blah. Mom didn't get what I was saying though and "freaked out" herself. "I'm just starting to wish I never sent the damn thing!" and "So I have to watch what I say to my daughter in my own house?" I think Dad got it more than Mom because he said, "She [meaning me] is afraid that if she hears this kind of stuff she will stop being interested in it [meaning Asia]."
I was all hot and irritated anyway, PLUS I'd had an already difficult week and didn't want to hear this right now! Mom got quite upset with me, I still can't figure out why.
In addition, I had picked up my computer and was taking it to my room when I ran right into a door! There is a closet right outside my room and the door to it was open! I hit my head on the edge of it and it's a wonder my head didn't swell up. "WHO LEFT THIS DOOR OPEN?!" I said. Dad came over and he says, "It was probably me, I went in here to get a lightbulb. Sorry." I was all shaken up because I could have broken my glasses. I told Dad it wasn't his fault though, which it wasn't. That door doesn't latch right and always opens on it's own. After I tried to calm down a bit, I went to apologize to Mom. She still didn't seem to get it though, but I felt I should apologize.
I took a bath after that and got even more depressed while in the shower. When I got out, I decided to watch Gackt. I watched from Storm to Love Letter and actually cried during Road. I need to let my emotions out, I guess. But, I felt better after that.
